I was thrilled to find out the television network NBC will be airing a sarcoidosis PSA this month to raise awareness about the disease, which so many fail to recognize at the onset of symptoms. I did.
Night sweats — which had me waking as drenched as if I had been sleepwalking on a treadmill — didn’t drive me to the doctor. Not even crushing fatigue, which I brushed off as the price of working full-time and taking classes part-time at night. And being out of breath after walking short distances just meant I needed to get in shape, I thought.
What finally prompted me to seek medical care was the cough, one straight out of a Mucinex commercial. It had been hanging around for months, sometimes a mucous-filled rattle from my lungs and other times desert-dry. During an exam one evening, it refused to be stifled, reverberating again and again through the church-like silence of the classroom, to my embarrassment.
Each lost battle with my rolling thunder of mucous was met by annoyed glances from essay-scribbling classmates. I vowed then and there to go to the doctor about the cough, which at the time was just an embarrassing nuisance to me.
The decision ended up being life-changing, as it caused me to stumble upon the diagnosis of sarcoidosis. Now, over 16 years later, sarcoidosis remains an invisible chaos in my life, an unpredictable battle that others cannot outwardly see, but that I must fight every day.
I would have never recognized my symptoms — the night sweats, fatigue, shortness of breath, and cough — as being related. Back in that summer of 2002, I had never even heard of sarcoidosis. Luckily for me, my physician had, and she immediately ordered a chest X-ray to confirm her suspicions, because about 90 percent of sarcoidosis cases have lung involvement. Sure enough, scattered across my lungs were the telltale granulomas, the characteristic clumps of inflammatory cells that can occur in any part of the body.
I was given the bright side: Many granulomas remain asymptomatic and disappear on their own without medical intervention. But I had been bedridden for three months the year prior with Lyme disease, so the only thing ringing in my head was, “Why me?” And fear. I didn’t think I had anything left to fight the new health threat, being just a year removed from Lyme disease and still suffering from lingering fatigue, joint pain, and migraines.
The pathway of sarcoidosis can be as varied as the tissue and organs it attacks in patients. Sometimes, it is brief, requiring little or no treatment, which I prayed was true in my case. Other times, it’s a long and winding battle, which is what I was dealt instead.
Over the past 16-plus years, sarcoidosis has taken shots at my lungs and eyes, and I’ve battled fatigue, pain, dizziness, syncope, and pneumonia, which put me in the hospital for four days in 2013. I’ve found the strength I feared I didn’t have left by reminding myself, each time sarcoidosis knocks me down, that I’ve gotten back up before. It may be days, it may be months, it may be years, but I will get back up to carry on with my life.
Better off knowing
Oddly enough, it was a relief to be able to unequivocally determine I had sarcoidosis through a follow-up bronchoscopy, months later, when my symptoms hadn’t improved. At least I had a name for what was wreaking havoc on my health; it took much longer to come by with Lyme disease. Many people plod along for months, years, or even a lifetime without knowing they have sarcoidosis, which the Mayo Clinic explains can be difficult to diagnose.
The Foundation for Sarcoidosis Research PSA will run in 10 major television markets this month, including Philadelphia, to help raise awareness. After reporting the stories of others for over 20 years as a journalist, I’m telling my own story for the first time, in hopes of doing the same.
April has been designated National Sarcoidosis Awareness Month. Wear a sarcoidosis T-shirt, talk about it on social media, reveal your disease to someone new — do anything you feel comfortable with to help raise awareness for those in the battle and the unfortunate who have yet to be correctly diagnosed.
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