Sarcoidosis symptoms and treatments make tattoos a challenge
A symbol of strength isn't so simple with an immune-mediated disease
When I was in high school, my mom and I began an ear-piercing competition. When I came home for breaks during college, we checked each other’s ears to see who had more. In grad school, she told me I was forbidden to pierce anything other than my ears. That’s when I got my first tattoo.
I started out simple: a golden band around my arm with my name. I knew that was something that would never change. Over the next several years, I got a few more, each more meaningful than a simple nameplate.
I have a pair of irises because my mom’s name is Iris, and a lily because my grandmother’s name was Lilly. My husband and I each have half of a yin-yang symbol over our hearts. And of course, I have several butterflies. I truly wear my heart on my sleeve, carrying the people who mean the most with me at all times. They give me strength, courage, and comfort whenever I need them.
In 2012, I got my largest tattoo: those familial flowers and five butterflies on my upper arm. Around the same time, I started seeing my fourth rheumatologist, still trying to figure out what was causing my fatigue, swollen joints, and rashes. At the time, she thought it was either lupus or psoriatic arthritis, though my bloodwork didn’t seem to agree.
Still, she started me on methotrexate and Humira (adalimumab) — medications that suppress the immune system to combat the overactivity and misdirection that cause immune-mediated disease. With that, she said I couldn’t get any more tattoos or piercings because there was an increased risk of infection with a compromised immune system.
When my doctor saw how upset I was, she said that once we got my disease under control, we could revisit the idea. When it was well managed, she explained, we could hold those medications for a week or two to pause immune suppression and reduce the risk of infection. Whew!
Ten years and four rheumatologists later, we still hadn’t gotten to the point of my disease being well managed and under control. When I was diagnosed with sarcoidosis in 2015, there was an added concern: cutaneous sarcoidosis is attracted to tattoos and often forms within inked areas. It felt like I’d never be able to get another tattoo, and it was a significant loss to me.
Balancing safety with what’s important to me
Still, I’ve known many people who have continued to get tattoos, even after their diagnoses. One friend, an arthritis advocate who has been featured in Inked magazine, even wrote an article for CreakyJoints about getting tattooed safely with inflammatory arthritis. Thinking about the tattoos I already have, sarcoidosis developed in only one of five.
So I made a decision. I’d had to hold some medications for the first two COVID-19 vaccines in 2021, and again for my hip replacement last year. If it’s important enough, it’s worth pausing my treatments. And this was important enough to me.
It was during the height of the pandemic that I made this decision, so I couldn’t do it right away. If I wouldn’t go inside a restaurant, I couldn’t go into a tattoo studio. If I wouldn’t allow anyone within 6 feet of me, I couldn’t sit 6 inches from a tattoo artist. If I wouldn’t allow a manicurist access to my nails, I surely couldn’t give a tattooer access to my open skin. So I had to wait. Still.
I’ve been gradually reentering the world over the past year or so — carefully, with masks and distance when possible. So I decided it was time. I consulted my rheumatologist and neurologist to see which medications I might have to hold and for how long to get my next tattoo as safely as possible.
Kerry Wong’s new tattoo is a symbol of strength, hope, and resilience. (Courtesy of Kerry Wong)
I’d had plenty of time to think about it and knew exactly what I would get. It’s inspired by a quote I saw on Facebook several years ago (source unknown): “If you feel like you’re losing everything, remember that trees lose their leaves every year, and they still stand tall, waiting for better days to come.” It felt like the perfect representation of life with a disabling illness like sarcoidosis.
With roots that run through a previous tattoo of my grandmother’s and mother’s Hebrew names framing my own (they are my roots), this tree stands tall, a symbol of hope, strength, and resilience. Five sprouting leaves — a symbolic number with my husband — herald better days to come. A monarch butterfly floats in front to lead my way, reflecting the colors of the tiger lily (for my grandmother) on my shoulder.
I love everything about this tattoo — how it looks, and more importantly, what it means. And I’m already thinking about the next one(s).
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